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Thu, Sep. 26th, 2013 12:53 pm

Derek says" what can I do to help?"

I'd like to come from a place of offering rather than anger.

But small things build upon each other and for some reason holding on is similar to controlling everything despite knowing we have the ability to control our self- only.

Patience is lost somewhere between 6am and spilled milk. Two hundred and forty interactions later I think back to the days faults and where I could have been kinder.

Most days I am not my best self.


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Current Location: US, Washington, Seattle, King, 11th Ave, 1633

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Thu, Jul. 18th, 2013 03:02 pm

Cocktails in the afternoon. Sun spread against dry grass. Sweat, sand and salty water. Photographs. I miss you when you are not here my dear.

Soon we will move. Rearrange spaces and build furniture. Is this the life you wanted?


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Current Location: US, Washington, Lynnwood, Snohomish, 40th Pl W, 16596

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Tue, May. 14th, 2013 05:09 pm

you were with a guy
you had a child
we had just been accepted for an internship as doctors
you were missed

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Tue, Apr. 23rd, 2013 10:22 pm

we are the loneliest without each other


love me
love me
say you do

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Mon, Mar. 18th, 2013 07:53 pm

"...I
won't follow you
into the
rabbit hole.
i said i would
but then i saw
the ship of woes-
they didn't want me to
it's a terrible love..."

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Mon, Mar. 4th, 2013 11:47 pm
you hardened me.
invested in fear and ultimatums

your disconnection and exhaustion

i could not have imagined i'd be so attached
to your measuring stick when
it was your narcissistic devotion

we live attached to those we love
suffocating ourselves
foolishly believing in sacredness
desperate for affections

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Mon, Mar. 4th, 2013 11:25 pm
"responsibility and desire butt heads"

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Sun, Feb. 24th, 2013 12:25 pm
i long for a bed.
created by you and i.
in a room filled with brightest lights and salty ocean air.
sand filling the cracks between the floor boards.
of waking up at dawn
to the sounds of morning birds and the roosters crow
dense fog and wet grass
the animals gathering

i long for our good mornings

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Wed, Feb. 13th, 2013 06:01 pm
its not just about where i fit in as a parent but gender identity as well.

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Fri, Jun. 29th, 2012 12:15 am
sometimes i wonder how much longer i can do this
if what i thought then will turn out to be true.

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